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when the world shook-第60部分

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I are affianced to each other and love each other perfectly。〃



〃Yes; Arbuthnot;〃 said Bastin; 〃we saw that in your face; and

in hers as she bade us good night before she went into the cave;

and we congratulate you and wish you every happiness。〃



〃We wish you every happiness; old fellow;〃 chimed in Bickley。

He paused a while; then added; 〃But to be honest; I am not sure

that I congratulate you。〃



〃Why not; Bickley?〃



〃Not for the reason that you may suspect; Arbuthnot; I mean not

because you have won where we have lost; as it was only to be

expected that you would do; but on account of something totally

different。 I told you a while ago and repetition is useless and

painful。 I need only add therefore that since then my conviction

has strengthened and I am sure; sorry as I am to say it; that in

this matter you must prepare for disappointment and calamity。

That woman; if woman she really is; will never be the wife of

mortal man。 Now be angry with me if you like; or laugh as you

have the right to do; seeing that like Bastin and yourself; I

also asked her to marry me; but something makes me speak what I

believe to be the truth。〃



〃Like Cassandra;〃 I suggested。



〃Yes; like Cassandra who was not a popular person。〃 At first I

was inclined to resent Bickley's wordswho would not have been

in the circumstances? Then of a sudden there rushed in upon my

mind the conviction that he spoke the truth。 In this world Yva

was not for me or any man。 Moreover she knew it; the knowledge

peeped out of every word she spoke in our passionate love scene

by the lake。 She was aware; and subconsciously I was aware; that

we were plighting our troth; not for time but for eternity。 With

time we had little left to do; not for long would she wear the

ring I gave her on that holy night。



Even Bastin; whose perceptions normally were not acute; felt

that the situation was strained and awkward and broke in with a

curious air of forced satisfaction:



〃It's uncommonly lucky for you; old boy; that you happen to

have a clergyman in your party; as I shall be able to marry you

in a respectable fashion。 Of course I can't say that the

Glittering Lady is as yet absolutely converted to our faith; but

I am certain that she has absorbed enough of its principles to

justify me in uniting her in Christian wedlock。〃



〃Yes;〃 I answered; 〃she has absorbed its principles;

she told me as much herself。 Sacrifice; for instance;〃

and as I spoke the word my eyes filled with tears。



〃Sacrifice!〃 broke in Bickley with an angry snort; for he

needed a vent to his mental disturbance。 〃Rubbish。 Why should

every religion demand sacrifice as savages do? By it alone they

stand condemned。〃



〃Because as I think; sacrifice is the law of life; at least of

all life that is worth the living;〃 I answered sadly enough。

〃Anyhow I believe you are right; Bickley; and that Bastin will

not be troubled to marry us。〃



〃You don't mean;〃 broke in Bastin with a horrified air; 〃that

you propose to dispense〃



〃No; Bastin; I don't mean that。 What I mean is that it comes

upon me that something will prevent this marriage。 Sacrifice;

perhaps; though in what shape I do not know。 And now good night。

I am tired。〃





That night in the chill dead hour before the dawn Oro came

again。 I woke up to see him seated by my bed; majestic; and; as

it seemed to me; lambent; though this may have been my

imagination。



〃You take strange liberties with my daughter; Barbarian; or she

takes strange liberties with you; it does not matter which;〃 he

said; regarding me with his calm and terrible eyes。



〃Why do you presume to call me Barbarian?〃 I asked; avoiding

the main issue。



〃For this reason; Humphrey。 All men are the same。 They have the

same organs; the same instincts; the same desires; which in

essence are but two; food and rebirth that Nature commands;

though it is true that millions of years before I was born; as I

have learned from the records of the Sons of Wisdom; it was said

that they were half ape。 Yet being the same there is between them

a whole sea of difference; since some have knowledge and others

none; or little。 Those who have none or little; among whom you

must be numbered; are Barbarians。 Those who have much; among whom

my daughter and I are the sole survivors; are the Instructed。〃



〃There are nearly two thousand millions of living people in

this world;〃 I said; 〃and you name all of them Barbarians?〃



〃All; Humphrey; excepting; of course; myself and my daughter

who are not known to be alive。 You think that you have learned

much; whereas in truth you are most ignorant。 The commonest of

the outer nations; when I destroyed them; knew more than your

wisest know today。〃



〃You are mistaken; Oro; since then we have learned something of

the soul。〃



〃Ah!〃 he exclaimed; 〃that interests me and perhaps it is true。

Also; if true it is very important; as I have told you beforeor

was it Bastin? If a man has a soul; he lives; whereas even we

Sons of Wisdom die; and in Death what is the use of Wisdom?

Because you can believe; you have souls and are therefore;

perhaps; heirs to life; foolish and ignorant as you are today。

Therefore I admit you and Bastin to be my equals; though Bickley;

who like myself believes nothing; is but a common chemist and

doctor of disease。〃



〃Then you bow to Faith; Oro?〃



〃Yes; and I think that my god Fate also bows to Faith。 Perhaps;

indeed; Faith shapes Fate; not Fate。 Faith。 But whence comes that

faith which even I with all my learning cannot command? Why is it

denied to me and given to you and Bastin?〃



〃Because as Bastin would tell you; it is a gift; though one

that is never granted to the proud and self…sufficient。 Become

humble as a child; Oro; and perchance you too may acquire faith。〃



〃And how shall I become humble?〃



〃By putting away all dreams of power and its exercise; if such

you have; and in repentance walking quietly to the Gates of

Death;〃 I replied。



〃For you; Humphrey; who have little or none of these things;

that may be easy。 But for me who have much; if not all; it is

otherwise。 You ask me to abandon the certain for the uncertain;

the known for the unknown; and from a half…god communing with the

stars; to become an earthworm crawling in mud and lifting blind

eyes towards the darkness of everlasting night。〃



〃A god who must die is no god; half or whole; Oro; the

earthworm that lives on is greater than he。〃



〃Mayhap。 Yet while I endure I will be as a god; so that when

night comes; if come it must; I shall have played my part and

left my mark upon this little world of ours。 Have done!〃 he added

with a burst of impatience。 〃What will you of my daughter?〃



〃What man has always willed of womanherself; body and soul。〃



〃Her soul perchance is yours; if she has one; but her body is

mine to give or withhold。 Yet it can be bought at a price;〃 he

added slowly。



〃So she told me; Oro。〃



〃I can guess what she told you。 Did I not watch you yonder by

the lake when you gave her a ring graved with the signs of Life

and Everlastingness? The question is; will you pay the price?〃



〃Not so; the question iswhat is the price?〃



〃This; to enter my service and henceforth do my willwithout

debate or cavil。〃



〃For what reward; Oro?〃



〃Yva and the dominion of the earth while you shall live;

neither more nor less。〃



〃And what is your will?〃



〃That you shall learn in due course。 On the second night from

this I command the three of you to wait upon me at sundown in the

buried halls of Nyo。 Till then you see no more of Yva; for I do

not trust her。 She; too; has powers; though as yet she does not

use them; and perchance she would forget her oaths; and following

some new star of love; for a little while vanish with you out of

my reach。 Be in the sepulchre at the hour of sundown on the

second day from this; all three of you; if you would continue to

live upon the earth。 Afterwards you shall learn my will and make

your choice between Yva with majesty and her loss with death。〃



Then suddenly he was gone。





Next morning I told the others what had passed; and we talked

the matter over。 The trouble was; of course; that Bickley did not

believe me。 He had no faith in my alleged interviews with Oro;

which he set down to delusions of a semi…mesmeric character。 This

was not strange; since it appeared that on the previous night he

had watched the door of my sleeping…place until dawn broke; which

it did long after Oro had departed; and he had not seen him

either come or go; although the moon was shining brightly。



When he told me this I could only answer that all the same he

had been there as; if he could speak; Tommy would have been able

to certify。 As it chanced the dog was sleeping with me and at the

first sound of the approach of someone; woke up and growled。 Then
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