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some reminiscences-第23部分

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days of destroyed landmarks; while the ingenious minds are busy



inventing the forms of the new beacons which; it is consoling to



think; will be set up presently in the old places。  But what is



interesting to a writer is the possession of an inward certitude



that literary criticism will never die; for man (so variously



defined) is; before everything else; a critical animal。  And; as



long as distinguished minds are ready to treat it in the spirit



of high adventure; literary criticism shall appeal to us with all



the charm and wisdom of a well…told tale of personal experience。







For Englishmen especially; of all the races of the earth; a task;



any task; undertaken in an adventurous spirit acquires the merit



of romance。  But the critics as a rule exhibit but little of an



adventurous spirit。  They take risks; of courseone can hardly



live without that。  The daily bread is served out to us (however



sparingly) with a pinch of salt。  Otherwise one would get sick of



the diet one prays for; and that would be not only improper; but



impious。  From impiety of that or any other kindsave us!  An



ideal of reserved manner; adhered to from a sense of proprieties;



from shyness; perhaps; or caution; or simply from weariness;



induces; I suspect; some writers of criticism to conceal the



adventurous side of their calling; and then the criticism becomes



a mere 〃notice;〃 as it were the relation of a journey where



nothing but the distances and the geology of a new country should



be set down; the glimpses of strange beasts; the dangers of flood



and field; the hair's…breadth escapes; and the sufferings (oh;



the sufferings too!  I have no doubt of the sufferings) of the



traveller being carefully kept out; no shady spot; no fruitful



plant being ever mentioned either; so that the whole performance



looks like a mere feat of agility on the part of a trained pen



running in a desert。  A cruel spectaclea most deplorable



adventure。  〃Life;〃 in the words of an immortal thinker of; I



should say; bucolic origin; but whose perishable name is lost to



the worship of posterity〃life is not all beer and skittles。〃



Neither is the writing of novels。  It isn't really。  Je vous



donne ma parole d'honneur that itisnot。  Not all。  I am thus



emphatic because some years ago; I remember; the daughter of a



general。 。 。







Sudden revelations of the profane world must have come now and



then to hermits in their cells; to the cloistered monks of Middle



Ages; to lonely sages; men of science; reformers; the revelations



of the world's superficial judgment; shocking to the souls



concentrated upon their own bitter labour in the cause of



sanctity; or of knowledge; or of temperance; let us say; or of



art; if only the art of cracking jokes or playing the flute。  And



thus this general's daughter came to meor I should say one of



the general's daughters did。  There were three of these bachelor



ladies; of nicely graduated ages; who held a neighbouring



farmhouse in a united and more or less military occupation。  The



eldest warred against the decay of manners in the village



children; and executed frontal attacks upon the village mothers



for the conquest of curtseys。  It sounds futile; but it was



really a war for an idea。  The second skirmished and scouted all



over the country; and it was that one who pushed a reconnaissance



right to my very tableI mean the one who wore stand…up collars。



She was really calling upon my wife in the soft spirit of



afternoon friendliness; but with her usual martial determination。



She marched into my room swinging her stick。 。 。but noI mustn't



exaggerate。  It is not my speciality。  I am not a humoristic



writer。  In all soberness; then; all I am certain of is that she



had a stick to swing。







No ditch or wall encompassed my abode。  The window was open; the



door too stood open to that best friend of my work; the warm;



still sunshine of the wide fields。  They lay around me infinitely



helpful; but truth to say I had not known for weeks whether the



sun shone upon the earth and whether the stars above still moved



on their appointed courses。  I was just then giving up some days



of my allotted span to the last chapters of the novel 〃Nostromo;〃



a tale of an imaginary (but true) seaboard; which is still



mentioned now and again; and indeed kindly; sometimes in



connection with the word 〃failure〃 and sometimes in conjunction



with the word 〃astonishing。〃  I have no opinion on this



discrepancy。  It's the sort of difference that can never be



settled。  All I know is that; for twenty months; neglecting the



common joys of life that fall to the lot of the humblest on this



earth; I had; like the prophet of old; 〃wrestled with the Lord〃



for my creation; for the headlands of the coast; for the darkness



of the Placid Gulf; the light on the snows; the clouds on the



sky; and for the breath of life that had to be blown into the



shapes of men and women; of Latin and Saxon; of Jew and Gentile。



These are; perhaps; strong words; but it is difficult to



characterise otherwise the intimacy and the strain of a creative



effort in which mind and will and conscience are engaged to the



full; hour after hour; day after day; away from the world; and to



the exclusion of all that makes life really lovable and gentle



something for which a material parallel can only be found in the



everlasting sombre stress of the westward winter passage round



Cape Horn。  For that too is the wrestling of men with the might



of their Creator; in a great isolation from the world; without



the amenities and consolations of life; a lonely struggle under a



sense of over…matched littleness; for no reward that could be



adequate; but for the mere winning of a longitude。  Yet a certain



longitude; once won; cannot be disputed。  The sun and the stars



and the shape of your earth are the witnesses of your gain;



whereas a handful of pages; no matter how much you have made them



your own; are at best but an obscure and questionable spoil。



Here they are。  〃Failure〃〃Astonishing〃:  take your choice; or



perhaps both; or neithera mere rustle and flutter of pieces of



paper settling down in the night; and undistinguishable; like the



snowflakes of a great drift destined to melt away in the



sunshine。







〃How do you do?〃







It was the greeting of the general's daughter。  I had heard



nothingno rustle; no footsteps。  I had felt only a moment



before a sort of premonition of evil; I had the sense of an



inauspicious presencejust that much warning and no more; and



then came the sound of the voice and the jar as of a terrible



fall from a great heighta fall; let us say; from the highest of



the clouds floating in gentle procession over the fields in the



faint westerly air of that July afternoon。  I picked myself up



quickly; of course; in other words; I jumped up from my chair



stunned and dazed; every nerve quivering with the pain of being



uprooted out of one world and flung down into anotherperfectly



civil。







〃Oh!  How do you do?  Won't you sit down?〃







That's what I said。  This horrible but; I assure you; perfectly



true reminiscence tells you more than a whole volume of



confessions a la Jean Jacques Rousseau would do。  Observe!  I



didn't howl at her; or start upsetting furniture; or throw myself



on the floor and kick; or allow myself to hint in any other way



at the appalling magnitude of the disaster。  The whole world of



Costaguana (the country; you may remember; of my seaboard tale);



men; women; headlands; houses; mountains; town; campo (there was



not a single brick; stone; or grain of sand of its soil I had not



placed in position with my own hands); all the history;



geography; politics; finance; the wealth of Charles Gould's



silver…mine; and the splendour of the magnificent Capataz de



Cargadores; whose name; cried out in the night (Dr。 Monygham



heard it pass over his headin Linda Viola's voice); dominated



even after death the dark gulf containing his conquests of



treasure and loveall that had come down crashing about my ears。



I felt I could never pick up the piecesand in that very moment



I was saying; 〃Won't you sit down?〃







The sea is strong medicine。  Behold what the quarter…deck



training even in a merchant ship will do!  This episode should



give you a new view of the English and Scots seamen (a much…



caricatured folk) who had the last say in the formation of my



character。  One is nothing if not 
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