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one; and that to a gentleman and a stranger? I
never would have served you so; not even to good
Charles Weston; whom I esteem so highly; and who
really wants neither judgment nor good nature;
though he is dreadfully deficient in fancy。 Yet
Charles is a most excellent young man; and I gave
him the compliments you desired; he was so much
flattered by your notice that he could make no
reply; though I doubt not he prized the honour as
he ought。 We are all very happy here; only for the
absence of my Anna; but so long as miles of weary
roads and endless rivers run between us; perfect
happiness can never reign in the breast of your
Julia。 Anna; I conjure you by all the sacred delicacy
that consecrates our friendship; never to show this
letter; unless you would break my heart: you never
will; I am certain; and therefore I will write to my
Anna in the unreserved manner in which we
conversed; when fate; less cruel than at present;
suffered us to live in the sunshine of each other's
smiles。 You speak of a certain person in your letter;
whom; for obvious reasons; I will in future call
ANTONIO。 You describe him with the partiality of a
friend; but how can I doubt his being worthy of all
that you say; and moresensible; brave; rich; and
handsome。 From his name; I suppose; of course; he
is well connected。 What a constellation of
attractions to centre in one man! But you have not
told me allhis age; his family; his profession;
though I presume he has borne arms in the service
of his country; and that his manly breast is already
covered with the scars of honour。 Ah! Anna; 〃he
jests at scars who never felt a wound。〃 But; my
dear creature; you say that he talks of me: what
under the sun can you find to say of such a poor girl
as myself? Though I suppose you have; in the
fondness of affection; described my person to him
already。 I wonder if he likes black eyes and fair
complexion。 You can't conceive what a bloom the
country has given me; I really begin to look more
like a milk…maid than a lady。 Dear; good aunt
Margaret has been quite sick since you left us; and
for two days I was hardly out of her room; this has
put me back a little in colour; or I should be as
ruddy as the morn。 But nothing ought ever to tempt
me to neglect my aunt; and I hope nothing ever
will。 Be assured that I shall beg her to write you to
spend the winter with us; for I feel already that
without you life is a perfect blank。 You indeed must
have something to enliven it with a little in your
new companions; but here is nobody; just now; but
Charles Weston。 Yet he is an excellent companion;
and does every thing he can to make us all happy
and comfortable。 Heigho! how I do wish I could see
you; my Anna; and spend one sweet half hour in
the dear confidence of mutual sympathy。 But lie
quiet; my throbbing heart; the day approaches
when I shall meet my friend again; and more than
receive a reward for all our griefs。 Ah! Anna; never
betray your Julia; and write to me FULLY;
CONFIDINGLY; and often。
〃Yours; with all the tenderness of friendship that is
founded on mutual sympathy; congenial souls; and
innate evidence of worth。
JULIA。〃
〃P。S。 I should like to know whether Antonio has any
scars in his face; and what battles he was in。 Only
think; my dear; poor Charles Weston was frightened
by a clap of thunderbut Charles has an excellent
heart。〃
This letter was written and read; sealed and kissed;
when Miss Emmerson tapped gently at the door of
her niece and begged admission。 Julia flew to open
it; and received her aunt with the guileless pleasure
her presence ever gave her。 A few words of
introductory matter were exchanged; when; being
both seated at their needles again; Miss Emmerson
asked
〃To whom have you been writing; my love?〃
〃To my Anna。〃
〃Do you recollect; my child; that in writing to Miss
Miller; you are writing to one out of your own
family; and whose interests are different from
yours?〃
〃I do not understand you; aunt;〃 cried Julia in
surprise。
〃I mean that you should be guarded in your
correspondencetell no secrets out〃
〃Tell no secrets to my Anna!〃 exclaimed the niece in
a species of horror。 〃That would be a death…blow to
our friendship indeed。〃
〃Then let it die;〃 said Miss Emmerson; coolly; 〃the
affection that cannot survive the loss of such an
excitement; had better be suffered to expire as
soon as possible; or it may raise false
expectations。〃
〃Why; dear aunt; in destroying confidence of this
nature; you destroy the great object of friendship。
Who ever beard of a friendship without secrets?〃
〃I never had a secret in my life;〃 said Miss
Emmerson simply; 〃and yet I have had many a
friend。〃
〃Well;〃 said Julia; 〃yours must have been queer
friends; pray; dear aunt; name one or two of them。〃
〃Your mother was my friend;〃 said Miss Emmerson;
with strong emotion; 〃and I hope her daughter also
is one。〃
〃Me; my beloved aunt!〃 cried Julia; throwing herself
into the arms of Miss Emmerson and bursting into
tears; 〃I am more than a friend; I am your child
your daughter。〃
〃Whatever be the name you give it; Julia; you are
very near and dear to me;〃 said the aunt; tenderly
kissing her charge: 〃but tell me; my love; did you
ever feel such emotion in your intercourse with Miss
Miller?〃
It was some time before Julia could reply; when;
having suppressed the burst of her feelings; she
answered with a smile
〃Oh! that question is not fair。 You have brought me
up; nursed me in sickness; are kind and good to
me; and the idea that you should suppose I did not
love you; was dreadfulBut you know I do。〃
〃I firmly believe so; my child; it is you that I would
have know what it is that you love: I am satisfied
for myself。 I repeat; did Anna Miller ever excite
such emotions?〃
〃Certainly not: my love to you is natural; but my
friendship for Anna rests on sympathy; and a
perfect knowledge of her character。〃
〃I am glad; however; that you know her so well;
since you are so intimate。 What testimony have
you of all this excellence?〃
〃Innate evidence。 I see itI feel itYes; that is the
best testimonyI feel her good qualities。 Yes; my
friendship for Anna forms the spring of my
existence; while any accident or evil to you would
afflict me the same as if done to myselfthis is
pure nature; you know。〃
〃I know it is pleasing to learn it; come from what it
will;〃 said the aunt; smiling; and rising to withdraw。
CHAPTER III。
SEVERAL days passed after this conversation; in the
ordinary quiet of a well regulated family。
Notwithstanding the house of Miss Emmerson stood
in the midst of the numberless villas that adorn
Manhattan Island; the habits of its mistress were
retiring and domestic。 Julia was not of an age to
mingle much in society; and Anna had furnished her
with a theme for her meditations; that rather
rendered her averse from the confusion of company。
Her mind was constantly employed in canvassing
the qualities of the unseen Antonio。 Her friend had
furnished her with a catalogue of his perfections in
gross; which her active thoughts were busily
arranging into form and substance。 But little
practised in the world or its disappoinments {sic};
the visionary girl had already figured to herself a
person to suit these qualities; and the animal was
no less pleasing; than the moral being of her fancy。
What principally delighted Julia in these
contemplations on the acquaintance of Anna; was
the strong inclination he had expressed to know
herself。 This flattered her tendency to believe in
the strength of mutual sympathy; and the efficacy
of innate evidence of merit。 In the midst of this
pleasing employment of her fancy; she received a
second letter from her friend; in answer to the one
we have already given to our readers; it was
couched in the following words:
〃My own dear Julia; my Friend;
〃I received your letter with the pleasure I shall
always hear from you; and am truly obliged to you
for your kind offer to make interest with year aunt
to have me spend the next winter in town。 To be
with you; is the greatest pleasure I have on earth;
besides; as I know I can write to you as freely as I
think; one can readily tell what a tiresome place
this must be to pass a winter in。 There are;
absolutely; but three young men in the whole
county who can be thought in any manner as proper
matches for us; and one has no chance here of
forming such an association as to give a girl an
opportunity of meeting with her congenial spirit; so
that I hope and trust your desire to see me will
continue as strong as mine will ever be to see my
Julia。 You say that I have forgotten to give you the
description of our journey and of the lakes that I
promised to send you。 No; my Julia; I have not
forgotten the promise; nor you; but the thought of
enjoying such happiness without your dear
company; has been too painful to dwell upon。 Of
this you may judge for yourself。 Our first journey
was made in the steam…boat to Albany; she is a
moving world。 The vessel ploughs through the
billowy waters in onward progress; and the soul is
left in silent harmony to enjoy the change。 The
passage of the Highlands is most delightful。 Figu