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glittered on its breast。 Had he his birth…right；
thought Julia； it would be there in reality； and this
idea amply justified the innovation。 To this image；
which it took several days to complete； certain
verses were addressed also； but they were never
submitted to the confidence of her friend。 The
whole subject was now beginning to be too sacred
even for such a communication； and as the mind of
Julia every hour became more entranced with its
new master； her delicacy shrunk from an exposure
of her weakness： it was getting too serious for the
light compositions of epistolary correspondence。
We furnish a copy of the lines； as they me not only
indicative of her feelings； but may give the reader
some idea of the powers of her imagination。
〃Beloved image of a god…like mind；
〃In sacred privacy thy power I feel；
〃What bright perfection in thy form's combin'd！
〃How sure to injure； and how kind to heal。
〃Thine eagle eye bedazzles e'en the brain；
〃Thy gallant brow bespeaks the front of Jove；
〃While smiles enchant me； tears in torrents rain；
〃And each seductive charm impels to love。
〃Ah！ hapless maid； why daring dost thou prove
〃The hidden dangers of the urchin's dart；
〃Why fix thine eye on this； the god of love；
〃And heedless think thee to retain thy heart！〃
This was but one of fifty similar effusions； in which
Julia poured forth her soul。 The flame was kept
alive by frequent letters from her friend； in all of
which she dwelt with rapture on the moment of
their re…union； and never failed to mention Antonio
in a manner that added new fuel to the fire that
already began to consume Julia； and； in some
degree； to undermine her health； at least she
thought so。
In the mean time Katherine Emmerson paid her
promised visit to her friends； and our heroine was
in some degree drawn from her musings on love
and friendship。 The manners of this young lady
were conspicuously natural； she had a confirmed
habit of calling things by their right names； and
never dwelt in the least in superlatives。 Her
affections seemed centered in the members of her
own family； nor had she ever given Julia the least
reason to believe she preferred her to her own
sister； notwithstanding that sister was married； and
beyond the years of romance。 Yet Julia loved her
cousin； and was hardly ever melancholy or out of
spirits when in her company。 The cheerful and
affectionate good humour of Katherine was
catching； and all were pleased with her； although
but few discovered the reason。 Charles Weston
soon forgot his displeasure； and with the exception
of Julia's hidden uneasiness； the house was one
quiet scene of peaceful content。 The party were
sitting at their work the day after the arrival of
Katherine； when Julia thought it a good opportunity
to intimate her wish to have the society of her
friend during the ensuing winter。
〃Why did Mr。 Miller give up his house in town； I
wonder？〃 said Julia； 〃I am sure it was inconsiderate
to his family。〃
〃Rather say； my child； that it was in consideration
to his children that he did so；〃 observed Miss
Emmerson； 〃his finances would not bear the
expense； and suffer him to provide for his family
after his death。〃
〃I am sure a little money might be spent now； to
indulge his children in society； and they would be
satisfied with less hereafter；〃 continued Julia。 〃Mr。
Miller must be rich； and think； aunt； he has seven
grown up daughters that he has dragged with him
into the wilderness； only think； Katherine； how
solitary they must be。〃
〃Had I six sisters I could be solitary no where；〃 said
Katherine； simply； 〃besides； I understand that the
country where Mr。 Miller resides is beautiful and
populous。〃
〃Oh！ there are men and women enough； I dare say；〃
cried Julia； 〃and the family is largeeleven in the
whole； but they must feel the want of friends in
such a retired place。〃
〃What； with six sisters！〃 said Katherine； laughing
and shaking her head。
〃There is a difference between a sister end a friend；
you know；〃 said Julia； a little surprised。
〃Iindeed I have yet to learn that；〃 exclaimed the
other； in a little more astonishment。
〃Why you feel affection for your sisters from nature
and habit； but friendship is voluntary； spontaneous；
and a much stronger feelingfriendship is a
sentiment。〃
〃And cannot one feel this sentiment； as you call it；
for a sister？〃 asked Katherine； smiling。
〃I should think not；〃 returned Julia； musing； 〃I
never had a sister； but it appears to me that the
very familiarity of sisters would be destructive to
friendship。〃
〃Why I thought it was the confidencethe
familiaritythe secretswhich form the very
essence of friendship。〃 cried Katherine； 〃at least so
I have always heard。〃
〃True；〃 said Julia； eagerly； 〃you speak truethe
confidence and the secretsbut not thetheI am
not sure that I express myself wellbut the
intimate knowledge that one has of one's own
sisterthat I should think would be destructive to
the delicacy of friendship。〃
〃Julia means that a prophet has never honour in his
own country；〃 cried Charles with a laugh〃a
somewhat doubtful compliment to your sex； ladies；
under her application of it。〃
〃But what becomes of your innate evidence of worth
in friendship；〃 asked Miss Emmerson； 〃I thought
that was the most infallible of all kinds of
testimony： surely that must bring you intimately
acquainted with each other's secret foibles too。〃
〃Oh！ nothat is a species of sentimental
knowledge；〃 returned Julia； 〃it only dwells on the
loftier parts of the character； and never descends to
the minute knowledge which makes us suffer so
much in each other's estimation： it leaves all these
to be filled by theby theby thewhat shall I call
it？〃
〃Imagination；〃 said Katherine； dryly。
〃Well； by the imagination then： but it is an
imagination that is purified by sentiment； and〃
〃Already rendered partial by the innate evidence of
worth；〃 interrupted Charles。
Julia had lost herself in the mazes of her own
ideas； and changed the subject under a secret
suspicion that her companions were amusing
themselves at her expense； she； therefore；
proceeded directly to urge the request of Anna
Miller。
〃Oh！ aunt； now we are on the subject of friends； I
wish to request you would authorize me to invite
my Anna to pass the next winter with us in Park…
Place。〃
〃I confess； my love；〃 said Miss Emmerson； glancing
her eye at Katherine； 〃that I had different views for
ourselves next winter： has not Miss Miller a married
sister living in town？〃
〃Yes； but she has positively refused to ask the dear
girl； I know；〃 said Julia。 〃Anna is not a favourite
with her sister。〃
〃Very odd that；〃 said the aunt gravely； 〃there must
be a reason for her dislike then： what can be the
cause of this unusual distaste for each other？〃
〃Oh！〃 cried Julia； 〃it is all the fault of Mrs。 Welton；
they quarrelled about something； I don't know
what； but Anna assures me Mrs。 Welton is entirely
in fault。〃
〃Indeed！and you are perfectly sure that Mrs。
Welton is in faultperhaps Anna has； however； laid
too strong a stress upon the error of her sister；〃
observed the aunt。
〃Oh！ not at all； dear aunt。 I can assure you； on my
own knowledge；〃 continued Julia； 〃Anna was
anxious for a reconciliation； and offered to come
and spend the winter with her sister； but Mrs。
Welton declared positively that she would not have
so selfish a creature round her children： now this
Anna told me herself one day； and wept nearly to
break her heart at the time。〃
〃Perhaps Mrs。 Welton was right then；〃 said Miss
Emmerson； 〃and prudence； if not some other
reason； justified her refusal。〃
〃How can you say so； dear aunt？〃 interrupted Julia；
with a little impatience； 〃when I tell you that Anna
herselfmy Anna； told me with her own lips； here in
this very house； that Mrs。 Welton was entirely to
blame； and that she had never done any thing in
her life to justify the treatment or the remarknow
Anna told me this with her own mouth。〃
As Julia spoke； the ardour of her feelings brought
the colour to her cheeks and an animation to her
eyes that rendered her doubly handsome； and
Charles Weston； who had watched her varying
countenance with delight； sighed as she concluded；
and rising； left the room。
〃I understand that your father intends spending his
winter in Carolina； for his health；〃 said Miss
Emmerson to Katherine。
〃Yes；〃 returned the other in a low tone； and
bending over her work to conceal her feelings；
〃mother has persuaded him to avoid our winter。〃
〃And you are to be left behind？〃
〃I am afraid so；〃 was the modest reply。
〃And your brother and sister go to Washington
together？〃
〃That is the arrangement； I believe。〃
Miss Emmerson said no more； but she turned an
expressive look on her ward； which Julia was too
much occupied with her thoughts to notice。 The
illness of her father； and the prospect of a long
separation from her sister； were too much for the
fortitude of Katherine at any time； and hastily
gathering her work in her hand； she left the room
just in time to prevent the tears which streamed
down her cheeks from meeting the eyes of her
companions。
〃We ought to ask Katherine to mak